February 2012
So much in so little time.
And that insane urge to take care of people is back.
Hell.
It's funny I feel the same way now that I did back...
I just have the vocabulary to name it now, the knowledge to place it and understand it. I’d call it love, but it’s not the romantic kind. It’s the one I have for a very select few people, the kind of love that’s just purely love, no lust or spuriousness involved. Simple but complex love. Huh.
Also, more creepers at work.
Or one.
Who works at the Blockbuster.
Who had me freaking the fuck out on my drive home because of his random decision to be in the alley while I was doing a trash run.
In my blind spot.
With no reason for being there.
Hands are still shaking.
I hate him for making me feel so damn paranoid and weak. Fuck him. I don’t like my coworkers saying those things within earshot, it just makes...
8 Full Hours of Conversation for Five Missing...
I talked to him for eight whole fucking hours. Sure there were dead spots, but it was really good to hear from him. I never knew what happened to him, I always couldn’t help but worry that he had committed suicide… and I’m so glad he didn’t. I’m glad we had a chance to clear up the misunderstanding that had us part ways. I honestly thought I was never going to hear...
I know why I hate the Spring Semester
1) It’s short
2) It FEELS way too short
3) Spring Break is really the only break we get, even if it is a week long…
4) Damn teachers shoving everything right before Spring Break, and then cramming everything else in by the end of April.
5) EFFING LONG ASS PAPERS ALL DUE AT THE SAME TIME.
Skipping Last Two Classes.
No one else has school, so screw it, I’m going in for my first class because there’s a quiz, but then I’m going home. Too many unfinished assignments.
Seven hours and twenty minutes.
Then I leave for Megacon.
I don’t have everything ready.
‘Scuse me while I go make coffee so that I don’t fall asleep.
Social Skills, I have them [Not]
I can’t read them, or understand them. I have a tendency to read too far into things, or to remove myself so completely that I miss everything. For one I’m reading too much into things, hoping for something that isn’t going to happen. For the other, I might have just missed a chance at something. I don’t even know anymore, because the actions and words don’t make...
I need too much...
I need to get a good career NOW
I need to get out of this house NOW
I need to be able to afford living on my own NOW
I need to graduate college NOW
I need a 3 AM buddy NOW
I need sanity NOW
I need everything NOW
But everything keeps telling me WAIT, NOT NOW
My family has gone batshit crazy.
No, seriously.
My mom was obscenely rude in front of James.
My dad was overly angry after. He said nothing, just defended HER with his silence, because he had heard HER story first.
I might just take my mother up on that offer of moving out this weekend.
Someone help me secure lodging and fuck it all, I’m gone.
Fuck school. Don’t need it. I’ll work a low-paying job the rest...
They're fighting in the same room as me.
It’s awkward.
I really wish I could leave, but I have to stay still until it’s done or I’ll attract attention to myself.
Fuck.
Why do they do this.
Why?
The White Moon Family: I would have just wanted... →
llniightmareiillusiionsll:
thewhitemoonfamily:
So yeah.
I couldn’t agree more. I’m about 98% sure Madonna wasn’t actually singing(she was off by a bit in her ‘act) and honestly it wasn’t all that exciting or interesting. It just… was. Madonna. I don’t like the new song. If it was…
Yup. I heard she ‘did it for her dad’ though or something… I think her performance was...
sailorfailures:
sweetsolipsism:
Someone actually made very good valid points as to why Prince Diamond and Sailor Moon should’ve stuck together instead of her returning back to Darien on deviantART…
The fan-girl in me is overjoyed and I now ship those two even more FFFFFFF.
Christ.
Valid points? Valid Points? I demand proof of such a thing, because it does not exist.
I would have just wanted LMFAO....
thewhitemoonfamily:
So yeah.
I couldn’t agree more. I’m about 98% sure Madonna wasn’t actually singing(she was off by a bit in her ‘act) and honestly it wasn’t all that exciting or interesting. It just… was. Madonna. I don’t like the new song. If it was just LMFAO, Cee Lo, and Nikki Minaj I would have been content. I at least know I would have found...
We're FB chatting. x3
Not Alfredo, but Juan. :3
I’m a dork.
He makes me laugh though, he’s kinda cool.
Facebook Stalking Fail
He doesn’t have a facebook, or I’m just a really lazy stalker and didn’t feel like going though the third page or beyond. Slightly saddened.
Also, no study buddy. D=
Mission fail.
Sometimes I draw stuff: Gay Fetishism, media, and... →
eternaldragons:
jaiface:
ghetto-astronauts:
So I’ve been seeing a lot of things on my dash lately that have been making me really uncomfortable, and I realized that a lot of the people doing these things were people I like, people I respect, people who I think are genuinely…
Reblog if you're a cat.
straightstunna:
Meow
Brrt.
Small Talk + Megacon Update
Oh hey there/ I haven’t been on Tumblr because of Lucinda’s brokenness. Sorry.
I’ve actually been really weirded out by how light my bag has become with the absence of my laptop. I’ve also been noicing more Macs. I’ve also spiraled into mini bouts of financila depression because of my lack of funds for everyting really. I have $2 worth of spending money in my bank...